Nope...Nada


Hmm…. So it’s been seven months and no baby. Did I jinks myself with my Disneyland antics?

Since our Disney trip, I followed up by trying an ovulation kit. Let me tell you, it’s draining peeing into a cup every morning so I can monitor my hormone surge for optimal ovulation time. That month was obviously not a success.

I was feeling like I was putting a lot of pressure on myself and everyone says its not good to stress when trying to conceive, so I gave myself a break from the ovulation kit. Even though I felt more “relaxed” this previous month, my cycle began today...

I feel a mix of emotions. Like I’m being served a nice tall glass of discouragement oddly mixed with optimism with a dash of ‘don’t kid yourself’ (no pun intended).

I can see the disappointment in Jabi too, when I have to tell him that ‘it’ didn’t happen. He never makes me feel bad but I can tell he wonders if something is wrong with him.

My OB tells me that couples should try to wait at least a year before moving forward with infertility testing, but I don’t think I would want to wait a full year, perhaps 10-11 months and if nothing, then I'll at least get the ball rolling with setting up our first consult.

I hope it doesn’t get that far though.